I am just coming back from a overnight trip up in the mountains. I had a fabulous time and a bittercold night!
Pictures and THE story will come, but I will talk about something else now.
While I was walking down the mountains I realized very clearly that I am actually not identified and attached to most of the things I have done and do. No matter if I speak about the jobs I have done, the dance methods I have studied, the travels I undertook, the attitudes I have, Butoh … but there is something I am attached to and I can identify myself with… My friends. I feel held by you and I have the feeling that you are always watching me with one open eye. Today I had the image of a circle around me. A circle of you all that protect me no matter where I am and what the heck I am doing. I can feel my heart is coming towards each and every one of you without fear or holding back. It is a free and far reaching feeling. I think that is my present definition of love : a heart that is reaching out towards the other/s.
So I can say that I love you! WOW!
Maybe I have found the purpose in my life and everything else I am doing are just side effects.
PS: I wrote that love declaration in English because there are a few friends of mine that don’t speak German.